I’ve survived three days of bed rest so far. Most of my time I spend reading, or checking facebook. Yesterday I was entertained by my four year old niece, sister, and mom. Today my sister-in-law came over. Everyone has been very helpful making my lunches, cleaning the house, finishing my organizing projects. But it certainly is strange to be forced to lay in bed and direct others to do things that I could have done myself a few days ago.
I am so thankful to have family and friends who are willing to step in and help us. I don’t have enough words to express how appreciative we are and what a blessing it is.
I’ve been reading the book One in a Million by Priscilla Shirer. It’s about the Israelites time in the wilderness before God took them to the promised land. Only two people out of about two million believed God’s promises. They trusted God would do what He said and be faithful and good to them. One of those was Caleb, and that’s why we named our first son Caleb. So that we would be reminded to trust God’s promises and be whole-heartedly devoted to Him no matter what.
“You don’t have to figure out the wilderness. You don’t have to fix the wilderness. You don’t have to be able to explain to your church friends why you’re going through the wilderness. Your job as a much loved, highly treasured child of God is simply to yield to the wilderness because it’s often only in the wilderness where our runaway desires can finally be boiled down to this: ‘One thing I have asked from the Lord, that I shall seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to meditate in His temple.’ (Ps 27:4)
The wilderness is God’s way of making us want the only thing that’s really worth having. The wilderness, my friend, is worth it.”
You can be sure when you’re walking through the “wilderness” that you are not walking alone, and that you’ll come out of it better than you entered if you keep your eyes fixed on Jesus.